take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, May 16, 2008
6:49 PM
Many ppl ask me why did i go and pierce my ears for. Some even called me ah lian. I am not ah lian. It's just that i wanted to pierce for fun and it's also because of him. I tot that once i go piercing, he would notice me (but he didn't). I tot that i would be much stronger and would not cry over him but it didn't happen. I still cried over him. I hate myself for being so stupid and pathetic. I even hate him more for not loving me. What more should i say... It's all because of him. I am doing all this for him and he don't even say anything or notice anything. It's just like i am an invisible person in front of him. I have no idea what should i do next... );
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
It has been a long time that i never look into your sweet beautiful eyes. On 150508, i saw you again and i wonder if i still love you. I still misses you even though i tried my best to forget about you. But you don't even seem to notice that i am drifting apart from you. It is sad to see that you don't even care about me. I will try to erase the memories of you from my mind as soon as possible.
memories of you would be buried deep deep down my heart -iloveyou-
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 11, 2008
6:43 PM
Yesterday, weilin nvr go with me ... sadded ): I go out with daddy and went to pierce ear, buy this keychain (pic above), a cap for the camp and belated b'day present and card for giin yi. Sad lar...Weilin nvr go with me :( . Now stay home doing nothing ... Sianz ... (Btw,now the date is 12-05-08 and the time is 10.06 am . The blog's time is inaccurate de lor ...)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, May 10, 2008
5:57 AM
I am sick of pretending.
Accept me and i will stop lying.
I hate what i am becoming now. It is not my true self. I have no choice but to turn into this state .You. You are the cause for it. You care for no one but yourself. You only love yourself. I hate you but at the same time, i love you too . Stop acting like you don't care for others. Love me and care for me and i will return back to my happy old self.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
So bOrEd At hOmE ... CaN't waIT foR tmR. GoInG OuT wITh Weilin ...(: edited my blog myself . Special thanks to other blogs i find on http://www.blogskins.com/ and this - clara . Thanks a lot.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, May 9, 2008
12:14 AM
Completed my examinations so i can start using my com and blog. Let me tell eu something : Firstly, some of the examination papers are quite easy but some quite difficulf but, now the important thing is to wait for my results and relax. Secondly, i think i am in love with a guy again ... this is called love at first sight but what is different is this guy is sec two (never like a sec 2 boy before ...) and he is quite cool and his smile is sooo ... aww... (no words to describe)
i also dreamt abt him [ hehehes :) ]
Shh ...Can't describe abt him anymore or ppl will start askng me :X ~lalala~
Secretly in love, hope this time will be successful ... Yes ! I finally forgot abt the 'he' person.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
